Monday, December 30, 2013


I'm a worrier.

A stay up all night/worry about things I cannot control/spin myself into an anxiety attack type of worrier.

What do I worry about?

Money mainly, but everything from me not being able to have my house spotless every single day to my husband dying in a car wreck on the way home from work. 

See what I mean? I have problems.

I am such a perfectionist. I like to be in control of absolutely everything and I have zero patience for things to fall into place. 

So my #1 Resolution for the New Year?

Stop worrying before I kill myself. Start focusing on my blessings rather than my trials. Realize that if I don't get the crumb off of the floor or spend that extra $10 my life is not going to end.

Jesse and I both have been blessed with an opportunity to receive an education. He already has his Masters and I will have mine come next December. I know that we will be okay when it comes to a job. At least, I hope. I pray about it constantly. Jesse has a great job now, but it's not what he wants to continue to do the rest of his life. We have been discussing our future and well... I'll keep you all updated when we find something out. :)
We have an amazing dog that is like our child and who brings us to much joy every single day. We have a warm apartment to call home. That is so much more than a lot of people have, so that is what I am choosing to focus on. Turning my negativity into positivity. I am releasing myself from this anxiety because Satan will no longer will this battle.

 I have a few other resolutions, but maybe I'll turn that into another post in the next couple of days.

2013... You've been good to us. But 2014? I'm ready for ya.


1 comment :

  1. I use to have the same problem but over time and working on it, I got better at being less of a worrier! You can do it!